Shot in the arm

December 17, 2007 in Uncategorized

Finally, I have received
the shot in the arm
that was very much needed.
I am humbled by the experience
for he has made it shown
he has exclaimed it
and I am struck
by the reality of it
and it is good
that it happened
for trust is finally
established

The argument
was that
too early did I
worry
that the sky was
falling
that with all, in all
falsehood
the sky would fall
that the humble and noble
is not present
that the trust
was not given
yet more is the reality
the more immediate
truth
that I have been
too boastful
a peacock up there
feathering, ignoring
not giving importance
to the presence
within my kind
And it is as I have shown
invading, imposing
directing, forcefully
forgetting, disregarding
I have been blinded
a myopia that hasn’t
seen the white light
the truth had been told
the unfolding of myself
my manifestation
mirrored to my very being
by another.

I have become
because of what has been
Afford me that argument
For i feel it is legitimate

I appeal
for
understanding

I am humbled and
thankful
that finally I have come to know
It has been quite some time
since
But better to be
than never and not be

Thankful of a response
feedback for my actions
I am now called to react
not in vengeance
but in grateful acceptance

Reflection has worked
This is the transcendence

But I am also sorry
Sorry to he that had made
it known
To those that know
Apologetic for
I have known my lesson
for there was an overflow
of emotions, a giving up
of anger
An unleashing of dissent
Fed up and discontent

What great timing it is
The end of a year
The coming of a new one

Let it be known
Let it be heard
that I must proceed
from what I have learned
with what I have come to know
that I must remove
what I have been
what I have become
that I must transform these
into new qualities
for there is still chance to learn
from mistakes

But like everything
I must be reminded
But I will give my best
effort
to reform

It is night
the sun has descended
a faint light
breaking through
the darkness
There will be a rising
an awakening from sleep
A new day shall ascend
witnessed by the sun:
The coming of
tomorrow.